Why do i feel like this God? Why is it every time I feel like you have pulled me out of this hole, I am right back in this? I know its your will for me to be going on this trip. But why does it feel like every thing is going against it? I dont understand whats going on? and I know i dont need to, but I really need You right now. I need Your love right now, I need Your comfort, Your guidance, Your protection, Your presense. I need You.......

Brothers and Sisters in Christ, Please Pray for me. I'm not sure whats going on, but I feel like the hole is pitless.. no ending in sight, There is 77 days before leaving. My new job as a store manager is taking a toll on me. I've been working an average of 60 hours a week for the last three weeks. I'm supposed to leave to camp next monday, but dont know if thats going to happen any more. Some inner conflicts have come up and have compromised things....An update on my support raising..I'm at my goal for July, 1500. I havent found anyone to get promise to giving a monthly amount... Gotta catch some Z's!!!