MAN God is Good!!!! Wow God never ceases to amaze me!! God always gets me when im least expecting it. Today God really picked me up i coudl say. This might sound silly to some but it means a great deal, today at church i actually sang during worship. First off, I was in the sound booth doing the sound and i had three other people with me and they werent singing. Second, it wasnt just singing, i was like screaming out the words to the song. I felt like screaming out " FINALLY!!!!". I felt so close to God, i felt so at peace in his presence. I didnt want worship to stop. Also, God really spoke to me about grace. I was at the point of giving up on my Jr. High small group. WHen my wonderful youth leader was a vessle for God to speak to me about his Grace. I dont deserve anything, nothing at all but God still is there and gives me. He is still there for me after all I've put him through. ( Thank you God for not giving up on me when others did) I dont deserve His love, his presence, his annointing, this mission trip, nothing at all. Instead trying to feel worthy , which is unattainable, I've been doing possible not to deserve it. But God is so good. I know that this is only the start, Its only going to get better. I dont know if its selfish, but i want such an intimate relationship with God!!! I want to be so close to God!!!I heard a wise man say once " friendship gets you access, but intimacy moves the hand of God". I want intimacy, i want to be able to be part of the signs and wonders of the end of times. I want to be able to put my hands on my friend and heal his knee. I want such great faith. Please when you talk to Daddy, lift me up in your prayer. In 3 short monthsi will be packing my stuff and starting on this voyage that will for sure change the rest of my life. Pray for that intimacy and thank God for his grace that sustains us. Be encouraged.... P.S I posted pictures from Prom!!